This week is a great week! 2 days of TL (training leave) 8-5pm, 2 off days & only 3 days of work this week. I am going back to work today, sianz. Hopefully work is okay cause i havent been in the ward for 4 days liao! And i am counting down to next friday then my AL starts!! Excited right! HAHAHAHAAH! Anyways went to Botanic Garden on wednesday with 72ers! Took lotsa pictures! I edited and uploaded like crazy lor! HAHAHAHAH! I had alot of fun!!! Then thursday met up with HappyPills! We hang around taking pictures at bugis! HAHAHAHA! Really cant wait for next week to comeeee!! BKK, please stop flooding! I need to take a breather there and do lotsa shoppinggggg!!! Xoxo.

Went to Razinah's Engagement last saturday! It feels a little weird though cause all of them are from KTPH! HAHAHA! I am the only extra one! LOL! Anyways malay wedding is so different from us, the bride and bridegroom need to buy for each other things that they want. HAHA! So they have lotsa gifts! HAHAHAHA! If only chinese wedding also have jiu hao le! HAHAHAH! After the engagement, we headed for some shopping then went to AMK hub to watch Life As It Is, is a nice show! HAHA! Then dinnered at Saki Sushi, havent ate sushi for quite long already. HAHA! I guess that's all about it! LOL! Random, i am going BKK again on my AL! Feeling pretty excited! This time i am going with my nikon buddy!! HAHAHAHAHA! Counting down to AL le! (: Time to head to work soon!! Bye.

Havent been blogging for quite awhile. Life was a little messed up at the earlier part of October. Was kinda busy so didnt managed to blog though. Decided to blog since i have some time now before heading to work. Last week was a busy week too with lotsa things to attend. First was ward chalet on my sleeping day with the 72ers! It was fun maybe except for the sleeping part where most of them snored! ARGHHH! In the end, didnt really sleep but i still went to work despite not sleeping at all!! Kudos to myself!! Second, went for Halloween at Night Safari with the 72ers! We brought the tickets sometime back so finally we went! It was quite fun except for me not feeling well. Haiz. Having headache and vomitting lor! Sianz. I even vomitted in the cab but with a plastic bag! Feel so malu sia! First time vomit in the cab! LOL! Third, went for Cindy's 21st birthday at the aranda, i love how she decorate the place! So nice!!! At least it gives me an idea on what to do for JianNing's 21st at aranda! Got so much things to do but so little time! Cant wait for my AL to come so i can prepare all the stuff!!! Cant wait for payday too, i am so effing broke now! Haiz. I guess that's all for nowwww!! Byeeee & enjoy the pictures! (:

I totally hate my life now. Seriosuly i dont understand why i have to go thru all these shit over and over again. Haiz. How i wished my mum is not my mum, i wished i have a good and caring mother who loves me but no, why is my mum so selfish and thinking about herself only? She only came out from j*** for less than 2 years and she got herself remarried. It's fine with me that she's remarried. Then now she borrowed loanshark and she make up all sort of stories which i cant differeniate whether is true or not. Making me homeless now. My life sucks! I have to move out of my comfort zone! Haiz. I SERIOUSLY HATE HER TO THE MAX. & I also feel disappointed about my relatives, they cant helped much only know how to add oil and salt to my wound. Haiz. & I feel so bad that i have to give my boyf so much troubles, i feel damn pai seh about it lor but what to do, i got no other ways already. Haiz. I wonder why on earth i have sucha mother who only care about herself and man? Haiz. I feel so disappointed with her, making me upset always. Maybe i am damn gong to believe her like what my colleagues at work call me. Am i too dumb or just believe people easily? I really dont know. Why cant i lead a normal life like how others have? I so envy other people's life, whatever they have they get it. But for me, i need to work so hard for something i want. Even a simple thing of having a happy family is so difficult to happen. Ever since young until now, my life has never been better. Being good doesnt paid to be good, i try so hard to not go astray and dont allow people to look down on me because of my mum but all she do is to make me more malu in front of so many people. Haiz. Izzit so hard to be a good mum? She really break my heart. Haiz. Maybe i should give her up and start life anew. Because of her, i have to suffer all these things. I should stop ranting about my life. Anyways the best thing that happen to me is probably having a good boyfriend, my most blessed gift. Dear God, please do not take him away from me. I hope things will get better soon.