Feeling stressed up recently, i really hate to be responsible for everything. I really hope everything will end soon. I hate to make decision or being forced to do some things which i dont wanna do. Haiz. I hate my life. Sometimes i wish i have an ordinary family, living life like how a 22 years old should be living. Even though i am 22 now, i feel like my responsibility level is a 30+ years old person's responsibility. People my age no need to think so much like me, they can work, earn $$$, spend it and enjoy life. Not that i dont do those but i need to do extra stuff on top of that. I really hate it. FML! I realised i dont have a person to turn to for my problems except for my boyf, he cant help me much cause he also got his own stuff to do. I really really wanna be strong but sometimes i need a guidance from a senior. I am not so strong to carry everything myself but i know at the end of the day the only person who can help me is me and no one else. Haiz. I shall stop being emo and stop ranting about my life.

On the other hand, i feel so happy cause after going to the D3000 course, i have the urge to take more pictures, i learnt quite alot of things in the course. I am inspired to take nicer pictures. Sometimes i wished i could be a photographer. I love taking pictures, maybe just not up to the standard yet. Maybe someone can hire me soon, i wanna take beautiful pictures for people and myself!! Loving my DSLR to the max now! HAHAHA! I think i should start considering if i should take on the basic photo class after i settle my stuff, for now i think i should just focus on what i need to do before doing my passion! That's all for now! Good night people! (:

Going back to work on a monday! Super sianzzz. I hope work is smooth today and i can go home by 10pm or earlier. My sitting room light is damn scary lor, keep blinking when i on it! Need to change the light soon! HAHA. That's all for my short and sweet update! HAHA! I wanna change my blogskin soon when i am free! (:

Went to Hong Kong and back from there! I kinda enjoy myself but my legs are old le, a few flight of stairs makes me tired! HAHAHAHA! Am kinda lazy to upload the pictures here though cause i have uploaded them all in FB! HAHAHAH! Anyways shall briefly say about my trip!

I took Tiger Airways (cost around $350/pax), my advice is if you have better budget take Jet Star or others cause for me i feel rather uncomfortable. Cant sleep well on the plane. Then for hotel i stayed in MetroPark Mongkok (cost around $214/pax for 4 nights!) Quite cheap and convenient. It's 2 mins away from Prince Edward MTR and around 10 mins walk to Ladies Street and some other streets. The hotel staff are very kind to free upgrade for us to superior room without extra charges. I think for sleeping is ok, not too bad, they have all the basic stuffs for us to use also like heater etc.

Day 1 :
HK International Airport
Hong Kong University
Stanley Market
Lan Kwai Fang
Madame Tussaude
The Peak

I think for people my age will enjoy Madame Tussaude (cost HK160) cause you get to take pictures and see all the figurines! HAHA! and The Peak (cost HK25) is a must i guess cause one of their main attractions and the scenery is really beautiful though its really hard to capture a beautiful picture unless you buy the pictures from them.

Day 2 :
Disneyland

Though HK disneyland (cost HK350) is not big but i enjoyed myself taking pictures with all the characters in disneyland. Makes me feels like a child once again. The rides are not thrilling so for those who love thrilling ride its not for you. They have this water parade where all the characters will show face so i think it will make up for it cause it's damn cool! HAHA! And they have fireworks every night though i didnt go but i guess it's beautiful so if you have time can go over and have fun!

Day 3 :
Shen Zhen
Avenue of Stars

Shen Zhen is good for buying cheap clothes, shoes etc. Can bargain with the people there! HAHA! I think it's a must to go Shen Zhen if you happen to be in HK or maybe consider to stay in Shen Zhen for 3D2N for some shoppings will be good too! But always be careful cause there are alot of pickpockets around and when you put your bags inside the scanning machine, please take out your wallets! There are stories that there are people inside the scanning machine taking people's wallet, i dont know if its true but it's better to be careful! Avenue of Stars has very nice scenery too but i think it's kinda boring though, but different people have different views so you can go over to see if you are interested too!

Day 4 :
Tung Chung
Shop around Mongkok area

Tung Chung is a outlet factory so for those for likes branded stuff, that's the place for you! They have discounts from 30%-70%! Prepare your credit cards when you go over! HAHA! They also have a very big supermarket call Taste, if you have spare time can go in to see see look look also! HAHA!

That's the round up for my trip!! Any questions feel free to ask me! HAHA! Pictures in FB so take a look there!! (:

Finally AL is here! The long awaited AL. I thought it will be a happy AL for me cause i am going HK but something unexpected happened on my last night which makes me really really sad and no mood anymore. Haiz. I really thought you have learnt your lesson and turned over a new leaf and wanted to start anew but nooooo, you went back to your old ways. Haiz. A leopard never changes it's spot is really true, i shouldnt trust you so much from the start. Now all i am left with it's disappointment. I know i have gone through this before but i guess everytime it just feels different. I cried so much yesterday cause i feel sad/angry/disappointed/lost... Things will never be the same again. I missed everything you did for me but now all i have left is the memories cause you will never be able to do all these things for me anymore. I feel so lonely most of the time, i envy people who has family cause i never have a so call family for the 22 years of my life, maybe the only time was before my grandfather passed away. Now the only thing that keeps me going is my boyfriend, if one day he ever leave me, i think i will breakdown and just leave here cause there is no meaning for me to be here in the first place. I know i sound very emotional which i am but i guess this is the only place that i can vent out all my emotions without being worried or anything. I have to be a stronger person now as i need to accept the fact and continue to move on. Thank you for giving me wonderful memories of us and thank you for making me heart broken once again. I will mend my broken heart in HK and will be back a new me! (:

My 200th post!! HAHAHA! I know nowadays i blog every 2 weeks or so cause i am so lazy. HAHAHA! Well, kinda excited cause 4 more days and AL comes again! Damn shiok! HAHAHA! But first i need to tahan 4 nights first before i can rejoice for AL! HAHAHA! I hope everything will be smooth this 4 nights!! (: Time for some updating of my pictures now! HAHAHA!