21 May 2009
lost sheep
10:53 PM
I felt like a lost sheep today. My second time doing in charge today, was supposed to be 2nd senior with the guidance of H but in the end sister put her to central to help cause it was chaotic over there. Sister asked P to guide me and she was also in charge of room 10. I have 1 chemo at my side but didnt know how to put up cause i didnt do it before. P also cant do as she is pregnant so in the end sister asked the adv dip student to help. P didnt helped much at all. Haiz. Thank God that SH and the adv dip student helped me, if not i sure die ah. I must say today is not exactly busy nor relax but i am still not used to taking case and all so i needed help. Even though P said sister call her to help me but she never really guide me lor! She only served my pre med and she go and do my iv med laaa! I wanted to do it myself lorr!! HUMPH! In the end, i wrote report myself and also with the help of the adv dip student as i am not sure on what to write for the patient who has chemo. On a happier note, i managed to finish passing report at 2135hrs today! I know i still got alot to learn, really hope i can learn things faster and be independent soon! It's better to be independent than to rely on another person (: