I think i am the dumbest year 3 student nurse ever! Haiz. I am sure you guys know all these following questions that i will be posting.

1. What is the 2 other names of heart attack called?
2. Which artery will be affected in the heart when we have heart attack?
3. What is the pathophysiology of IHD and AMI?
4. Other than aspirin, what are anti coagulants are there?
5. Name the 3 layers of the heart.

Dumb me. I know none of it okay, even if i know i also cant answer much! Haiz. I felt like a idiot! Haiz. She even commented "Shame on you". Haiz. So please tell me i am dumb! I really felt like crying but i held my tears back. I wished i was a little smarter, who wants to be stupid and dumb right? I wondered if God has put me in the right course? Nursing is not easy at all, it's so hard to understand all the chim stuff. And she even say i am a cheena, WTH! She said "your english is so poor, you should do something about it". She is the first person who told me my english is poor and i was like WTH! Haiz. I admit my english is not very fantastic but i can speak fluently but i dont know why she say my english is poor! Seriously i felt super demoralized now! Haiz. I really want to bang my head on the wall! Haiz. I wanna say "ANGIE, YOU ARE SO STUPID". Haiz. And i seriously wonder why Jian Ning like me? I got no moneyyy, no looks and lastly no BRAINS! HAHA! So can anyone tell me why? HAHA! Anyways i am missing you so badly, wished you will here to be my listening ear and comforting me :(